Deleted and activated again
I dont know. Sometimes when somethings hit you real real hard, so much so that you dont even wanna talk about it. But well, thats in the past. Now, it has been activated again to post comments (most importantly no more anonymous,haha!) and some random entries occasionally. (:

Exams
I guess thats what most poly guys are going through now. Mine is from 25th Aug to 3rd Sep. Then holidays!!! I will let myself have a good rest during this holiday. Not gonna look for extra job (on top of SPGG work). Yes,it means earning lesser but occasional breaks can be priceless too.

Attachment
Someone is going for attachment tomorrow. Its gonna take up so much of his time! Not fair):


I need to sleep now! Tomorrow i will have to chiong for FF. ): But yay, movie on tuesday night. A little reward (too early eh?) after working so hard. haha!


Someone made this for me to kill time while he was accompanying me to study.
He has one too,not yet completed though.
Ohya,his is <3 Huiling. Like omg,whos huiling lor! sounds so foreign!
(((:

YAY! I managed to improve on my 2.4 timing.
2.4 21mins
20 sit-ups & 5 decline sit-ups.

way to goooooooooooooooooooooooooooo(:

Like Ive said, I got to start exercising when i reach 18 or grow fatter at the rate Im eating. Some claimed not alot, but it is quite alot for my size (some agree too!). But most importantly, its leading a healthy lifestyle(: YAY. Finally I have the time to take the first step. Went SP Gym with Zhineng ONLY because the rest not free ):

My goal is to ace 2.4km. Sounds damn easy for most people i guess but not me! I failed it during secondary 4 & 3 (dont quite remember, maybe not). Damn loser lor. Nearly vomitted on few occasions that i attempted to run. Seriously hate the WANT-TO-VOMIT feeling so i gave up! I also suspect I got asthma (i dont really know exactly what the symptoms are but I THINK is the serious out of breath feeling) whenever I attempt to run. Just a good excuse to make myself feel better that i failed 2.4 lor. haha! Aiya i know some people got asthma still can do damn well for the napfa (I admit Im a weakling lah,haha!) BUT look,Im trying to make a difference now after regretting that I didnt pass 2.4 during secondary school days (:

Today
23mins 2.4km Speed 6.5
20 sit-ups

hahaha. I aim to improve by abit after every session(:


*trying so hard*

Ohya,I suddenly remember theres this time i was talking to my mum about this bust station ad on tv. I told her that the ad was very stupid or something (like the way they trying to promote bust enhancement,not on the fact that bust enhancement is bad/stupid), then my mum went like "Big boobs where got good,so ugly! When a woman with big boobs walks/runs, her boobs bounce here & there, so unsightly!" She claimed that its not a blessing but a burden,haha! Its so comforting for me to hear that.hahahahaha. Fyi,shes speaking from experience. Sometimes I just find her so cute man! Of course, big boobed women should still be very happy and proud that they are born with such precious assests lah. And guys just love them,right!


*DAC 06 should be able to visualize (very well) this When a woman with big boobs walks/runs, her boobs bounce here & there......
HAHAHA.

TOMORROW:
Project @10am 
Lecture @12pm
Work @ 5pm 


 

We are back together. (:
I dont wish to lose you again

The corn story
I dont know if you guys have heard it
The moral of the story is humans never get contented with what they have now. When they have a corn in their hand walking through the fields, they will think that there is a bigger & juicier corn ahead of them so they will throw away the corn in their hand and continue looking for another corn. This cycle continues again and again. But when you come out of the field,you might end up empty ended for there is no one corn that is good enough if you keep thinking that there are better ones ahead. We need to learn to be contented with our lives.

I found a corn that i thought was good enough for me. 
It turned out to be a rotten corn.

These are from the sweeties. haha(:
Thanks Limei, Zhineng, Sutra & Joey!!!
These guys are great(:
Sexy yellow bikini which i most probably will "run light" if i wear it for water activities. Maybe just wear and act pretty on the beach only will be great. haha!
Gucci Envy me perfume. The one which i wanted for very very very very longggggg but still didnt get it because i dont buy perfumes. I only steal my sister's one and use. And I always thought it is good enough when we already have Gucci Envy at home. Now bonus, got Envy me. haha! I know everyone else already has it way beforeeeeeeee. BUT now i have it too(: YAY(:
Beautifully wrapped present with sexy wrapper by Limei.
Super cute card by Zhineng.
Breadtalk's small small choocolate cake. It was the second one though. First one was destroyed by Zhineng. hahaha!
And I really really like the box,so sweet(:
And the effort they put in choosing my presents(:(:(:

Anders KorKor's wedding was on 8th June 2009 at Orchard Parade Hotel
The hotel didnt look fantastic but i thought the ballroom was good enough though the ceiling abit too low. Overall the ambience is pretty romantic & cosy (to me). No photos to justify. haha! Ohya, i was sitting at the table with the bride & the groom one. Very honoured. (: BUT bad thing is the food is served to you so the serving size is fixed, no chance to snatch for big big portions. hahaha. lucky the shark fins serving damn big. hahaha.

I didnt have time to upload these photos. There are actually more but not with me. so sad): some photos forgot to ask Alvin KorKor to bluetooth me then the rest in the camera that my sister was using.

Actually outsiders might not know how much Anders KorKor & Molly (her wife) have went through. They have been together for 10 over years and during recent years alot of unhappy things happened. Im really very happy and touched to see them walking down the red carpet together (at last after soooo many years, haha).

OhyaOhya, i met this girl, HanPeiLing (the one whom i used to read her blog) at the wedding dinner. She was helping out at the reception. I couldnt help but stared at her for quite long cos i find her damn familiar. Then finally i went up & asked her if shes the one. AND she really is. Somemore shes Molly's cousin. Ahhhh.the world damn damn small can. Somehow everyone seems to be linked to everyone else in some ways knowing/unknowingly.


The "VIP" table


Alvin KorKor's wife's sister's daughter in the middle. Cute pretty little girl. Shes very sweet but shy.


Alvin KorKor's wife *the photo so blur one!

I cant upload the other photo. so sad):

Anyway i will be out of Singapore from 12th to 15th June. I will still be expecting birthday wishes from the ones who remembers & bothers(: yay(: hahaha! 

Why some things just dont last?

I need more time!

Time for tutorials. (lots of time for those freaking long & tough tutorials nowadays)

Time for project.

Time for myself.

Time for rest.

Time for some beauty sleep.

Time for my beloved friends.

Time for family (nanny).

Some time to just stare into space and not rushing to work after school almost everyday, not going back to spgg on every weekends (which is equivalent to travelling to dover everyday!) and not dozing off in the train everytime. Its just so tough.

Holidays are coming!!! They are really so freaking precious man. YAY, travel plans for holidays(:(:(:
Im turning 18 soon and im so proud of it. 
I just want to remain 18 every year or at least stop at 21(: hahaha!

Well,Ive been too busy. I just skipped school yesterday to bring my dad to polyclinic for his doctor appointment. And I met this really nice,helpful and understanding doctor. Of course because he helped me in some way then i will praise him lah. haha! But i was nice enough to fill up a feedback form (requested by the nurse there) and i complimented him okay. Next week gotta bring him back to the polyclinic for a follow up. Luckily this time dont have to skip school but gotta rush back home from school on Wednesday. Its a walk-in consultation,I hope we dont have to wait too longgg.

*how can we be doing so much for him and yet hes harming his body (and us) at the same time. I am really sick of him,sick of my life.

Cost Accounting & Finance Accounting Tests are such a disappointment. It simply teaches me hard work doesnt really pay off at all times. ahhhh.  Its over(: Doesnt affect me much afterall. I tried my best and Ive no regrets. HAHA.
Gems test tomorrow. Calenders & Astronomy. Come on man, testing you on the different calenders used such as the Gregorian, Islamic, Indian & Chinese calenders. So stupid can. 

My mood was quite bad today,Im sorry.

  

Busy week with work & school. Whats new right. BUT now i can do tutorials & study during work. I think tts like fabulous lor! Just what i needed(: though the pay is freaking low, the nice ppl there + i can study there + damn slack = WORTH IT. like low pay in exchange for MORE MORE MORE. HAHA!


This is how empty the bowling centre can be. haha! BUT when schools have training,it is damn packed & noisy one):


The $1.80 chicken cutlet rice which i packet to work. DAMN NICE. As in value for money lah. haha.


AND this is the lunchbox which i woke up very early before work to prepare for myself. FIRST lunchbox for myself. HAHA(: I also brought an apple to work. GOOD FOOD=HAPPY(: (its delicious to me lah)


This is the evidence. hahaha.

HORSEMEN is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Dont understand why others say its not though. its meaningful,really. Parents should really catch it.

*FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, property agents sucks. ITS MY PERSONAL OPINION THOUGH and IT IS PROVEN. I am not gonna work for them anymoremoremore. *

I came across a beauty tip for damaged hair the other day when I was at the library browsing through some random books.
And.............I was brave enough to believe whatever the book says and tried the D.I.Y. hair treatment. hahaha! It sounds damn disgusting because you got to blend 1 egg, 1 half egg shell full of olive oil & 1/4 peeled cucumber together. YEAH. it will turn out pretty smelly because of the raw egg! AND it will also have that puke like texture. hahah! i suggest getting rid of the seeds in the cucumber though i was too lazy to. BUT well, i did it twice already so far. you just have to use it like the usual hair treatment and leave on for 10mins before rinsing it off. and OMG surprisingly it works okay. I mean like i really felt that my hair was smoother and softer. Of course you have to use it with your usual hair moisturizer which will helps to enhance the effect. hmmmm.the down side of it is that it stinks! YES, my hair stinks after that. It smells like raw egg lor! BUT luckily zhineng said that you wont be able to smell it from far(: haha!

I was late for Business Law tutorial for 15mins,as usual? haha! I didnt do the tutorial anyway but the teacher was kind and cute in a way. haha! Then went for Finance Accounting tutorial, quarrelled with the teacher. People who know me well will think that "AIYA WHATS NEW" right right. BUT she is ridiculous okay. OKAY I WAS RUDE,SO?
She called me a SPOILT BRAT okay
and I told her YA, IM RICH & SPOILT and she believed! wtf.
She said that I have NO COMMON SENSE
and I told her YA, YOU GOT ALOT OF COMMON SENSE and she agreed!
She also said Im setting a bad example for the class
and YA,like the 18/19 years old out there will follow whatever fuck i do in class. Come on lah.
She said that its not her first year teaching here
and I said YA ITS NOT MY FIRST YEAR STUDYING HERE EITHER. wth.
She said Im defiant and aggressive, ya WHATEVER.
and I also said SO YOU THINK I WILL DO THIS TO MY BOSS IN FUTURE RIGHT, I TELL YOU NO! BECAUSE MY BOSS PAYS ME.
so she said so its all about money? I tell you life is not all about money bla bla bla.
and I said LIFE IS ALL ABOUT MONEY IF NOT WHY ARE YOU EVEN STANDING HERE. wtf, act like you are doing charity here? then dont draw any salary from teaching students lah.

I still believe that she caused my unhappiness thats why i was rude to her as she doesnt deserve my respect.
but she was kind enough to apologize to me for ignoring me in class, haha.
BUT if she was expecting an apology from me, Im sorry that Im unable to give her one. FAT HOPE.
EVEN IF YOU ARE THE AUNTIE CLEARING THE PLATES & BOWLS AT THE HAWKER CENTRE, I WILL RESPECT YOU IF YOU DESERVE IT (which I always did but its not a good example,it just came to my mind). BUT IF YOU ARE FREAKING UNREASONABLE, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I SHOULD RESPECT YOU EVEN IF YOU ARE THE LECTURER!?
RESPECT SHOULD BE EARNED AND NOT DEMANDED.
THATS MY PRINCIPLE IN LIFE, TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

Anyway the story is too long. I argued with her for an hour or so without knowing it. And I totally disregarded her as a lecturer when i was arguing. Anyway i regretted, not on quarrelling with her. But i just thought theres no need for everything that happened to happen.

Left house at 7am for school and reached home at around 11pm. Drained. Work was bad, no appointments and no people talk to me. So sad): Nvm,i dont sit with that person in future anymore. haha. I should be going already. Tomorrows class is at 11am. Well not so early BUT i didnt do any tutorials because I havent get the textbooks and no time anyway.
Tomorrow is my only rest day for the week. Hmmmm. Life is so hard.

AND textbooks are so expensive. Must work harder to earn money for it.

How do I tell you what exactly I am feeling deep down inside.








I lost everything that i owned for the past one year plus.

Well, someone told me today....

When your friends dont ask about your stuffs eg.breakups, it doesnt mean they dont care.

So the question is....

If they dont even ask you about it, how do you prove that they do care for you?

It really makes me wonder.